Calsie Rael Azvsana

School is stressful.  I get panic attacks everyonce in a while but I have had 2 in 2 days.  And at the same time.  Chemistry 1st period and then things don’t get all better until at least 4th period and that’s band and I love band.  But it’s ok.  I had to do an article for the band.  It’s really bad.  I was too lazy to find out anything or get a quote so I didn’t.  So it isn’t that great, but I got the names of everyone in the band.  There are 102 students.  And our band hall is made for about 80 people.  So you can imagine how fun that is.  And I’m a little closterphobic so that just makes it worse.  Well it’s been better for some reason but I have no idea why.  One day it was so cramped that I couldn’t have my saxophone to the side.  It is crazy.  But I still like it.  It’s fun and we are sounding really good. 

It has rained for the past 3 days.  It’s really annoying.  Because it’s mostly in the morning and in the afternoon it clears up.  And band is in the mornings so we don’t get to learn our show.  It really stinks. 

I read A Tale of Two Cities and Edith Hamilton’s Mythology over the summer but I have to read them again because I did bad on the test.  Almost everyone failed.  It was really hard.  It had been 2 1/2 weeks since I finished them and just didn’t go very well.  The highest grade was a C I think.  In my class at least and I know that someone made a 7 so…..  And I worked hard reading them and failed.  But i think that I have a new system that is going to work.  They are my books so I can write and highlight in them all I want.  It will help me. 

I think I had something else to say but I can’t remember.  If I remember I’ll either add it on or make a new post.